what if ?

If I loved you? I’d have to say you’re so mean. You’re so bad and yet I can’t seem to let you go. You’re not mine yet, but you will be. Oh yes you will. You’ll love me with your heart and soul, you’ll love me with every single bit of yourself. And you’ll never need anyone else. You’ll try to need them, but it will be just to prove me you can live without me. You’ll fail. You’ll realize I’m the only thing that matters. We will live happily ever after. We will live this love, our love, forever. Until the end of times, who knows we’ll still be together even after the time has ended. We’ll make our own time, with no end. I forgot to say what I’ll do. I’ll love you like you are my oxygen, I’ll desire like you are the fire in me -wait, I already do that- I’ll keep doing that, plus I’ll kiss you. I’ll hug you while you’re asleep, I’ll kiss your nose, I’ll tell you just how much I need you in my life. How much I need your games and how the things you do, that sometimes are just ordinary, make me want to call you teddy bear ‘cause damn it you look so cute! I will not beg you to stay with me. But I’ll never let you go. Hypothetically speaking of course.