Better In Time

I closed my eyes and wished for it to be over. I was so lonely , so lost in my mind when you showed up. Never thought the end could be so refreshing, never thought the end could be a beginning. With my mouth shut and my hands holding tight to eachother I wished for it to be over. It never was. Everytime it ends I lose a part of me, so wished to end the ends. raised my hands to my face and wiped out the tears to answer the phone, it always seems to ring when I'm alone and blue. It was minight already, the start of a new day and yet the problems were the same, the clock doesn't change the feelings, the calendar doesn't modify the sadnees hidden in my laugh. My secret is behind that. My secret lays in the depth of my eyes. My legs don't move to run when the end comes, and when the begining shows up my arms are wide open to receive it. Why? Why are we all born to be stupid? If you're walking and you hit with your head somewhere you change your path. Can i do that now? No, I can't. I'm always so very inlove to see the secrets of the soul. Was I ever really inlove? Have I ever loved someone? My thoughts are stupid but my scrapbook is full. When i open my eyes i'm surrounded by sadness. Well not anymore. I'm trying to keep my eyes open, I'm never alone anymore because that's when the ends hits me in the form of a phone call. And I'm afraid, I no longer live in the dark but the light of life is too bright. When you showed up I was a bunch of fears, I kept my time cleaning up my tears, now I'm good and only cry once in a while, you give me a full time smile!